Wednesday, November 17, 2010

4 Weeks Down, But Who's Counting?

While in conversation with a fellow spouse this afternoon, I realized that my husband has been gone for 4 weeks tomorrow. That is almost a month! You would think my reaction would be "Hooray!! A month down!" But instead I started a teeny tiny panic attack. "Oh My God!! I still have so much to get done before he gets back!! He has already been gone a month and I haven't even begun to work on any of the goals I set for this deployment!" Then I took a breath before my teeny tiny panic attack became a gigantic panic attack and thought positive thoughts.
1. Time is going by fast so far. This might not be as long as I thought.
2. My husband is safe.
3. I have been busy throughout these last four weeks when instead I could have been moping around.

So then I decided to focus and revisit my goals:

1. Learn another language:
Status: Not even started
Why I haven't progressed: I need to get my husband to sign up on Rosetta Stone for me. He gets it free through one of his military accounts (can't remember which one).
What I will do to improve: The next time I talk to him I will get the information I need to sign myself up while he is gone. I tried to get him to do it for me before he left, but we were a little distracted.

2. Tone and Firm:
Status: Probably going backwards
Why I haven't progressed: Well I have been busy with other things (yes I know, not an excuse). I have also been practicing bad eating habits. I was telling another spouse yesterday that while my husband is gone I don't have to cook. I can just eat what I want and not worry about anyone else and what they want. So if I want a bag of candy for dinner, I will eat a bag of candy for dinner. I also don't have a set schedule, so sometimes I skip a meal (in the case of today, two). Or I look for a quick easy fix. Like a can of crescent rolls for lunch. Easy to make. Easy to clean. I also just eat wherever I find free food. For example, today for breakfast I had two pieces of toast with Nutella (easy to make and clean). I forgot about lunch and this evening went to a child's birthday party where I found dinner. I ate two pieces of cake,multiple scoops of ice cream and a half a bag of Cheetos Puffs (not kidding, no one else could even get close to that bag until I was done).
What I will do to improve: I will make more of an effort to exercise. I have free classes, I just have to make them a priority. I often find myself already involved with something else when it is time to go to the gym. I decide that I would rather stay where I am and skip the gym. I need to start scheduling my workouts and holding myself accountable. Can't make any promises on my eating habits ;)

3. Clean and organize our study:
Status: Oh yeah, is that what's behind that other door in the hallway?
Why I haven't progressed: I can barely motivate myself to do the dishes. Not sure where I will find the motivation to clean the study. I just find the rest of the house is more of a priority. I can always close the door to the study. The kitchen, living room and dinning rooms have no doors.
What I will do to improve: I just need to dive right in. Once I get started on something I am a little OCD about doing it well and getting it right. I just need to take the jump and start. Once I do that, it will take less than a day.

4. Take more cake decorating classes:
Status: Started and successful so far.
Why I haven't progressed: I am planning on doing a lot of traveling for the holidays and I can't make it to all of the classes of the current or next sessions. I have however, taken a cupcake class that was only one day. That turned out great and I have already used some of the ideas I learned from that class for parties.
What I will do to improve: As soon as the holidays are over and my travels are complete I will sign up for the next available class.

5. Volunteer:
Status: In the process of improving
Why I haven't progressed: Because I have been in and out of town for the holidays I have missed a lot of volunteer opportunities. I also need to complete some training sessions in order to volunteer more. And though this might be a little unbelievable, I have been using a lot of my time making care packages for my husband and the guys in his shop. Though this doesn't count as volunteer work for anyone else, it counts for myself and my own causes (if that even make sense).
What I will do to improve: There are many opportunities for the holidays that I can help out, even if it is just a little bit. Some of the work I can even take home and do on my own time at my own convenience.

6. Save Lots of Money!!:
Status: I think this one might be headed backwards too :(
Why I haven't progressed: Well there are many reasons. There are still things from the pre-deployment build up that are still being paid for. I had to buy a new computer after he left so that was a good chunk of money. A lot of the money is going to care packages (they can get really expensive if you are not careful, which, I'm not). I also took a trip home for about a week where I went out with friends for dinner a couple of times. But the worst infraction was a shopping spree. I won't go into the gory details but it totaled up to about $300.
What I will do to improve: Well I don't know if this counts, but I try not to go to the grocery store (this might have something to do with my lack of progress on goal #2). I have also stopped using the credit card. I thought using the credit card was the better deal, cause if I was going to spend the money anyway, then I might as well get the points and the free stuff that goes with it ;) Well I put the credit card away and started using the old debit card. We pay off our card every month, so we don't have debit or interest payments, but there was also no limit. So we would end up with outrageous bills at the end of the month. The debit card has a pretty low limit.

Hopefully the rest of the deployment will be a little more successful than the last month! I will admit I am a procrastinator so I wouldn't be surprised if I left some of these for the last few weeks ;)

1 comment:

  1. YAY for 4 weeks in!! I'm SO proud of you!! Way to go!! You've been carrying on. I'm also proud of you that you're revisiting your goals. Don't beat yourself up for not being able to do EVERYTHING. Since, he's been gone only 4 weeks (I say only in relative spatial measure to your goal setting)! And you've been traveling! :D